Thank You John Long
Sometimes you need something to kick start you a little, to put things into motion that you really didn't realize were stopped in the first place. I'm still at a loss for what it is that keeps the gears turning or why they stop. In fact I don't even really understand what it means for me to be personally fluid vs static just yet. At this point I'm only feeling those moments where I recognize change and the flashes of brilliance that demarcate one to the other. Fuck man I'm at loss of which is better to be honest. Sometimes it really feels good for the gears to stop for a minute, a while, hell indefinitely. It feels comfortable and relaxing, I like that. But then there's that moment that you had no idea was even necessary that wakes you up and gets the machine moving again, and that's an indescribable feeling. These wake-up moments get me excited if only for the fact that they inherently catch me by surprise and breath a new life into my be...